I can't believe he is 12 weeks already!! He's even in his 3-6 month clothes now. If the past 3 months had been normal I don't think I'd be this upset but as this is me we are talking about 'Normal' doesn't exist!
I'm having a woe is me moment, bare with me......
It's just not fair that all those early weeks were taken away from me because of some stupid mistake by the hospital. I currently want to scream louder than ever before but my throat feels like razor blades because it's winter and that's just what happens to us in this house. I just want to be healthy. I just want to be strong enough to live my life properly again. But normal doesn't exist to me so I will just have to man up take the pills and do what I can!
So as exciting as it is seeing my little Rocky grow... I wish I had just that little bit more time to take in the early weeks.
So here's to the next few months with me taking every tiny breath in and storing it in my memory... which I will soon forget because I am a forgetful soul so I'll just write them on here instead!